crazywhitegirl

So I finally got to Albuquerque last night. The flight from Austin to DFW was quick and easy and empty of course. Then there was some retard stuck on the plane there so it was like 15 minutes late leaving, then we sat on the runway for another flippin 20 minutes waiting for a turn. And of course we had the obligitory screaming children. *stabs ears out* Then I had a massive massive headache and had to pee the whole time. But when I got there my fuckin suitcase was THE FIRST ONE that came off the thingie. Yay! Got the fuck outta there, went to Frontier. Mmmmmm carne adovada. *dro0ls*

I'm not gonna be able to be on SG a lot tho cuz I'm using my moms computer and she's always in here. She's in the kitchen now. Oops. g2g

ha ok I just don't want all the naked girls to be on the screen. I have forgotten they are on here sometimes.

Anywho, I'm so glad to be here. Last night I had a horrible detailed flashback about something terrible that happened to me here and freaked out but came to my mommy and cried and she made everything better. Took some xanax and drank a beer and fell asleep with the light on. I feel fine today.

How do you deal with demons in your past? Instead of being afraid and scared she said to pity them and think how pathetic and sad they are. It was weird, just being in this different room brought it all back. Eep. I'm a strong person usually, last night I was just exhausted from the trip and sensitive.

I'm so happy to see my Billy baby!! <33333333 (my blue heeler/australian cattle dog)