Oh geez my head hurts. Kill it please. I definitely need a job again cuz my insomnia is coming back. I've had it since I was 15 and been on sleeping pills. Whenever I am working and exhausting myself I sleep just fine but lately I've been broken and bored as hell I just sleep cuz I'm bored. That is bad for my depression too.
Ben wanted an Ambien the other night to actually sleep and I took one too. Then the next night we wanted to get fucked up so we each took another one. If you aren't in the know, Ambien is aaaaaaawesome if you take it and DON'T go to sleep. It's such a weird fun feeling, sorta like acid cept no crazy visuals. Well at least not by taking just 1. Ben was really drunk already so he said he was hallucinating kinda. He ended up buying like 2 computers online or something in his drunken drug induced something. Ha! I took mine and had some sips of beer then wanted more alcohol cuz I wanted to be FuX0R3d uP. I randomly took a shot of JD that was in the freezer
I'm hardcore bitches.
Ohhh yeah I think that's when Ben puked in the sink. He drank all that nasty beer then was drinking whisky & water and yeah.
My head hurts.
Ok anyways I might have had a point to all this blabbering.... oh yes so my insomnia is haunting me again. MUST GET JOB!! I don't want to be dependent on sleeping pills again. Pretty much for at LEAST 5 years I HAD to take trazadone to sleep. My stupid psych told me it was perfectly healthy that I was taking up to five 100mg tabs a night. Fuck that! I hate doctors
I learned in psychology that Trazadone causes "painful erections". I've never heard of that. Back in my rolly days I'd give it to guys to pass out and I don't recall any painful erections.
Christ my head hurts so bad. I don't wanna take anything. I hate taking pills. I'll be popping pills til I die. Maybe if I put an ice pick thru my temple it will help. For some reason that sounds lovely
Ben wanted an Ambien the other night to actually sleep and I took one too. Then the next night we wanted to get fucked up so we each took another one. If you aren't in the know, Ambien is aaaaaaawesome if you take it and DON'T go to sleep. It's such a weird fun feeling, sorta like acid cept no crazy visuals. Well at least not by taking just 1. Ben was really drunk already so he said he was hallucinating kinda. He ended up buying like 2 computers online or something in his drunken drug induced something. Ha! I took mine and had some sips of beer then wanted more alcohol cuz I wanted to be FuX0R3d uP. I randomly took a shot of JD that was in the freezer
I'm hardcore bitches.
Ohhh yeah I think that's when Ben puked in the sink. He drank all that nasty beer then was drinking whisky & water and yeah.
My head hurts.
Ok anyways I might have had a point to all this blabbering.... oh yes so my insomnia is haunting me again. MUST GET JOB!! I don't want to be dependent on sleeping pills again. Pretty much for at LEAST 5 years I HAD to take trazadone to sleep. My stupid psych told me it was perfectly healthy that I was taking up to five 100mg tabs a night. Fuck that! I hate doctors
I learned in psychology that Trazadone causes "painful erections". I've never heard of that. Back in my rolly days I'd give it to guys to pass out and I don't recall any painful erections.
Christ my head hurts so bad. I don't wanna take anything. I hate taking pills. I'll be popping pills til I die. Maybe if I put an ice pick thru my temple it will help. For some reason that sounds lovely