I’ve git tears of joy because I have hope. I don’t have a job sadly had to move back home, the house will prob go into foreclosure but the impossible is possible. The stripper who I can’t guve stage name or real name because I don’t want her to have any problems with anyone tracking her down and lives in Russia. She is getting very interested in me. We skype, I have her address to send her, I can email her but also now just message her. I set with her in her room every day I have free time to encourage her when she needs it, cheer her up when she needs it, keep her company when she is lonely, which like today was eleven and a half hours I sat with her, my ass is sore from the chair and it was boring but I said I would always be with her when I had free time and I am a man of my word which that is what impresses her the most. That I am so interested in her I am willing to sit with her, that I am loyal enough to sit with her, that I am faithful enough to sit with her. I also made her day. In Russia they don’t give Christmas cards so I got a card wrote on it, took a pic of the card and what I said in it and I messaged it to her because I couldn’t get it to her in time but said from now on she will get a card. The smile she had was so huge, so beautiful. She loved it so much and it felt so good I made her so happy. I don’t care I haven’t met her in person I truly am like the character Ted Mosby from How I Met You Mother because I love her and though she has to meet me first before she can love someone which is fine not everyone is like me. Most aren’t point of fact but she knows I love her and I will live wherever I have to just to be with her.
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