Hahaha climb the walls or something? Get some sleep!

I got spoiled early on too in the sex department but luckily my guy now is way better haha. I'm happy for you and finding your forever guy, the guy I'm with now I believe is mine also that's why I wanted to ask everyones input on their first love because I still care about mine, he was a really good guy but we were really young when we first started dating and things just didn't work out. I still think about him from time to time though and I feel kinda guilty about it because I think it would make me uncomfortable if my boyfriend told me he still thinks about his ex, you know what I mean? Am I being unrealistic to want that from him?