I hope you don't have to cancel your subscription. Maybe you could prostitute yourself or something? I mean there's no shame if you really need the money....
Oh, sad to see you go. Your dream sounds HORRIBLE. Do you get this sinking feeling in your stomach while it happens? Usually im sort of aware of whats going on when I have dreams like that..and I can literally feel myself getting scared knowing im going to die.
I got the same problems as you, fundage issues, always the way huh. Maybe I'll see you here again if we both make it back here or find some ca$h soon, either way, all the best with life, good luck with the girl, and have a great one.
I hope you don't have to cancel your subscription. Maybe you could prostitute yourself or something? I mean there's no shame if you really need the money....