conroy

i'm a bit unsure how i am. i was good, but feel it's slipping back. i'm still gonna go, but it's gonna be scaryer, and that'll be more stress that makes it all worse. and i'll not be drinking again; i've got to accep[t it must have been one of the facters that set things off kilter.

Three pints is alot! My inner wisdom says you should split them over the two nights.