Aww.. sometimes you have too much on your mind or worry too much I think (excuse me being frank). Hope the party was fun and you could relax for a bit.
Hope you had a great party!
I know how you feel when the people are coming, my heart always rushes when I hear a knock at the door, esp. if I know it's a woman I want to know better.
Love is interesting, I think relationships are fascinating, the little unspoken things that go unsaid. I think the most interesting part of life is the little things inbetween the big things, peoples expression after a comment, or watching people flirt and the other person not realizing. Working out what makes people tick... etc
I have thought that relationships can be painful, even with friends, the more people you know, the more bad things you will find out... but they are always countered by the great things new relationships, experiences, friendships.... etc bring. You just have to try not to get caught up in other peoples lives because you can forget to peruse your own life. Thats been my experience anyway!
Ahh love,its something im kind of over,i have been "in love" 3 times in my life and while its an amazing way to feel im in no hurry to go there again,the pain when it ends is somthing that i hope not to feel again.
Yeah im going to the ball,i have been to all of them so far so im looking forward to it,id be silly not to go when its in my home city,i also have no doubt i will be out and about during the weekend so i have no doubt i will be seeing you