I feel your pain! I became more jaded and misanthropic with every passing day! It's very difficult not to be a bitter asshole but so far I'm still clinging to my humanity. I have to believe in karma and if it exists I'm due some serious good fortune and some people are deserving of very wretched deaths or at the very least a very painful seeping wound!
We're thinking of buying a new place, so were trying to move out a few things we don't need--tv, microwave, rice cooker. Do you need anything? If so, the next time you're free, we'll drop it off at your place. I'll check around for a bed too. Also, we'll probably force you to have lunch with us, so be prepared!
If there's a 'Karmanistic' mechanism to the universe it still seems to elude being visible. Do the most free spirits get trapped in shit circumstance? Certainly (not in every case). Do the most closed minded and evil scamper through life without a care? Certainly (again not in every case). Is this meant to cheer you up, or bring you down? I don't know what it is. But you do have friends and family that care and love you, and as long as there is hope there's something.
Its nice to spend time in daydreams - but sadly we always have to come back down to earth - and sadly sometimes its with a sharp bump! Dont worry, lady, I know you will ride it through and come out of the other side smilimg. xxxx
remember that time you offered to give me bihawks while standing on burnside? no? well, i do... 'cause it was sweet.
yes, people suck. but honesty begets honesty... mostly.
pdx loves you.
I'm Josh by the way... in case Aly didn't mention me.
So, guess we're on for Massive attack then. I think everyone is doing dinner and stuff first too, but I'm not sure of exact plans. I can totally give you a ride if you need one too. Talk to you later.
I'm sorry we had to leave so quickly--we had been at his grandma's nursing home all day and felt we needed to get old lady stench off of our bodies asap!
Let me know what we can do to help with your surgery, babes...
I know this is a bit late but some people don't understand that people notice when they are constantly getting fucked over and if not now they will eventually I mean you can't be totally oblivious forever.
Hope thing's worked out in the end for the bed thing.
Hang in there!