collapse_on_me

the world may be lost, but i've found bliss in the reverie of a fading memory. cut my writs with the point of my pen, wripped my guts with a rusty screwdriver, and set sail to fade pale swimming in a crimson sea that flows dark and cold from within me. i've killed every limb that loved you and darkness is setting in, bathed myself in the oil of this sin and spewed it up again. doused myself with gasoline and i'm letting it burn -peeling my skin, letting my innards curl, but it's of no concern. i'm dead, i'm dark, i'm cold -my body is young, but my heart is so old i can't bear another beat. rolling and riving in broken glass laced with cyanide, dead and alone.... just another swept away by the tide. good bye.