Take the time you need ! the most important thing here is that you feel comfortable ! We'll be waiting for you no matter what cause you deserve to be waited <3
i don't think leaving would be a confidence boost. your body doesn't need to always be working and you can take a rest without leaving. you don't have to constantly share photos and I assume that since you are growing older that you will have other things that you want to share. you should reconsider if you love SG & the community here