Back at work and it's like being on vacation from my shitty relationship, which is simultaneously a terrible thing and an awesome thing.
I had a few days on the boat before the guy I'm into came back to work so it was nice to not have him or Daniel around for a little bit.
Speaking of: my relationship is basically falling apart. Hooray... Long story short, he doesn't like my job or that I'm gone half the time at sea, which I understand, but he also has pretty much no ambition in life which drives me fucking crazy and always has. This last time home I told him to not propose to me because I didn't want to have to say no...Fml. There's more to it than just that but basically the most major issue comes down to him not doing anything to further himself in life unless I make him, and I'm done mothering him and thinking he's going to change.
So... Yea. Life. It's angsty sometimes. *sigh*
