ckwonder

My first blog post and I'm going to use it to vent a little. I don't expect anyone to read this cuz I really don't have friends here.

I'm an idiot. I'm a chump. How could I ever expect that an extremely hot girl would have the slightest interest in me.

Sure, I met her when I was drunk and she's a dancer. She gave me her number and we started talking a lot and stuff. She's a workaholic and I've spent loads of money just to see and talk to her. She told me we were gonna go out this past Monday, but her great grandfather died and she flew home for the services. I haven't heard from her at all since before her flight. I don't know why I allow myself to be used by people. Am I too much of a nice guy? Too naive? And it's too hard to just give up, turn and walk away.

To be continued.... another day.