Goddamn, you hit my nail right there on the head. I'm trying to figure out if I'm going to learn the hard way that I don't have the ability! But you're right, you gotta give it a go.

Your generalities fit perfectly. I'm going through some kind of stage, in which I can't figure out what in the hell I'm supposed to be doing. Frankly it scares me witless, which only makes matters worse 'cos it's hard to train hard without wits!

Plegh.

Right. I descried it to a friend today as being faced with an insurmountable blank wall, there's doors in the wall, but they all open to more wall.

Oh this is ridiculous. Frankly I can't even bear the thought of it. Next week I'll feel more optimistic about it. I fuckin' hope.

I hear what you're saying, but after 3 years of this indecision, it's hard to see change in the near future. But it will come, I know that.

I will working a show Ryan Cabrera (ashlee Simptions Bitch)

Yo Radio Fryer is the shit it just dropped last week. I actualy am just starting to get into Mike Realm. Z-trip watch out.

Mmm, just watched Star Wars IV. I don't like the "new" SW-movies, not that much... what do you think about them and are you exited about the 3rd one?

the record is DHP #4, the track i worked on is called "Butterfly," a little downtempo affair. it should be at Tweekin' and In House records here in the city soon.

those are some very wise words, everything is in the action, the movement, the now. one of the biggest revelations i ever had in my life was realizing the only thing holding me back was my own thought process. it's funny, thoughts are merely an illusion, but yet they can be so powerful as to render a life limited.

As Dirty Harry said "A man's got to know his limitations."

When are you going to just start sitting at the top of buena vista hill and dispense wisdom to those who make the run to the top?