BAHHHHHH money blows....
So I haven't been able to work in over a month and probably still have another month off work. Unless I can find another job in this crap economy. Good luck with that right lol. I just did a budget and I'm SO effed. Car payment is over 35 days past due and I can't pay it. Car insurance apparently bounced last month so I owe two months now. Which I don't have. Worse than that I don't have enough money to feed my kid and put gas in the car for the next three weeks. What a good parent I am now huh.... FUCK. I'm so sad right now I can't even describe it. Let me add that we did buy one thing that was not in the budget but it wouldn't make that much of a difference. Maybe half a tank of gas. Which I suppose is something, but it's too late now grrrr. I had to ask my family for money and both parents said "I'll call you later" which is never a good thing. Last time I asked for financial help a few years ago they both said they'd never help me again. Little did I know we'd end up in this situation! It's not like I'm fucking around not working because I don't want to. I can't do my job due to my stupid ankle. Same thing happened two years ago on the other foot ahhahhahahha.. Nice. I'm so depressed, I can't let my car get repossessed. I can't let my child go hungry. Hopefully we can find a food bank or something soon. I dunno. I just want to cry.....
So I haven't been able to work in over a month and probably still have another month off work. Unless I can find another job in this crap economy. Good luck with that right lol. I just did a budget and I'm SO effed. Car payment is over 35 days past due and I can't pay it. Car insurance apparently bounced last month so I owe two months now. Which I don't have. Worse than that I don't have enough money to feed my kid and put gas in the car for the next three weeks. What a good parent I am now huh.... FUCK. I'm so sad right now I can't even describe it. Let me add that we did buy one thing that was not in the budget but it wouldn't make that much of a difference. Maybe half a tank of gas. Which I suppose is something, but it's too late now grrrr. I had to ask my family for money and both parents said "I'll call you later" which is never a good thing. Last time I asked for financial help a few years ago they both said they'd never help me again. Little did I know we'd end up in this situation! It's not like I'm fucking around not working because I don't want to. I can't do my job due to my stupid ankle. Same thing happened two years ago on the other foot ahhahhahahha.. Nice. I'm so depressed, I can't let my car get repossessed. I can't let my child go hungry. Hopefully we can find a food bank or something soon. I dunno. I just want to cry.....
thejuan:
I've been there before... I hope things look up for you soon!