Not all boys lie, but most are incompetent when it comes to relationships. And I am speaking as one of the many incompetent.
Depression is a serious issue (one I also share), and should not be taken lightly. I hope that, in addition to finding a boy who will treat you as you deserve, that you find some relief from that depression that does prove all too often to be a fatal disease.
If it helps to have a guy or a fellow depressive to talk to, I'm here. I'm not hitting on you -- I'm twice your age and married long enough (almost) to be your father. I just care about you.
You need to just go out and find some new people. Get away from that boy since I am sure it is the same one you have been having problems with all along. You keep letting him lead you on when he is just using you as a safety blanket in case his next girl doesn't work out.
Also, if you ever did anything to ever hurt him he will hang that over your head as something to lead you on more. Trust me, none of thise things are in a good relationship and once they enter most likely it is better off to leave and find someone who you can really trust...
Whether or not at some point he turns around and becomes your "friend" again. Right now he's being an asshole. So even if you aren't sure he's ignoring you completly don't assume he is, just don't care. Walk away from this it looks like it will only get worse.
Depression is a serious issue (one I also share), and should not be taken lightly. I hope that, in addition to finding a boy who will treat you as you deserve, that you find some relief from that depression that does prove all too often to be a fatal disease.
If it helps to have a guy or a fellow depressive to talk to, I'm here. I'm not hitting on you -- I'm twice your age and married long enough (almost) to be your father. I just care about you.