chesca

Been trying to get closure on a few things without over-analyzing and I THINK I've got the balance about right. However things have turned out, a.k.a not how I've wanted, I know I've tried my best. Yes I've held back for a long time and listened to how things should be done. Well whatever, is all I can say to that! It's made me unhappy and dissatisfied so I've gone back to doing things my way. And ok so they haven't worked out how I wanted, although I think it's unlikely they would anyway, I feel far more content. Yes I'm waffling on about a boy, lame!

So random other things:

* My thighs are killing so bad after doing ballet for the first time in 4.5 years! Man I'd kill for a decent massage!

* Went for a yummy Thai meal last night, you always know when I'm happy with food... lots of mmm noises and very little talking! An ex used to get a little annoyed about the amount I enjoy food I can't help it though! Must seem like I'm trying to be distracting or something, but in truth I just loves my grub!

* Actual event: me and mate hug when we're both drunk and nearly fall off couch. Fiction: girls opposite decide we've made out I wouldn't be bothered... if that's what had actually happened but dude they were a metre away and way more sober than us!

* My thumb nail hurts, I've spent the whole day destickering books - wohoo for campaign changeovers. I really need to get a new job!

* I'm getting back to brutal honesty coz fuck it, life's too short.

* In 10 days time this time last year I was on a plane to China. I so wish I could be going traveling again.

* I want to go to back to Barcelona.

* I'm totally hooked on green tea at the moment (fair trade of course!)

* I'm really gonna miss working with one guy from the bookshop, he's the only one who'd call up whilst the theme from ET is playing and make a lame comment, that cracks me up anyway. That and his daily SOS calls coz he needs the toilet! Random I know, but work wouldn't be the same without him.

Well off to go watch The Village