I have reached the age were friends and family are dying off, it sucks ass but what sucks worst is my friends that are younger then me who have passed. I always thought I would be dead by now but I guess slowing down when I had kids added years to my life LOL but I do miss my old ways sometimes

bgnckstyle:
A couple of my good friends and I had a conversation very similar to this a couple of days ago.
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On Monday 9 hrs into my shift everything changed, I had a mini-stroke and spent the next 5 hrs in the emergency unit, tons of test booked or done since then and my arms are now pin cushions. I feel like shit but still worked the rest of my week (all be it a about 8 hrs less then normal so I could go get...
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chef_me:
Well fives months later and my health is good but after hanging out with my ex gf I find we still have a connection but my tolerance for BS is now very low
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Why do I let you rip my heart out (crushed again and I saw it coming but it still hurts)

chef_me:
OK new day & time to hit re-set , now moving on
chef_me:
well I can now safely say I have moved on and can keep her as a friend
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Found some really old weed today in a box from my last apartment (so over three years old) took it with me on a walk and smoked my first joint in three plus yrs . Yes it was bad old and nasty but still had a little kick and for the first time in a long time my hands and knees stopped hurting so much (yes...
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Been some time since my last update so : had a week with my kids (just ended and I am now back at my place, my ex and I trade houses when it is my week with the kids so they do not have the stress of living in two places), it was nice since my eldest has recently moved back home, so I got to...
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It has been a long day helping my eldest move (again) and I am now very burned out but not able to sleep. Instead I am thinking about the things in my life that I miss the most, so here is a list of the some of them (not in any real order): I miss having someone to hold and to love. I miss the...
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adelina:
{{{{hugs}}}}
chef_me:
I miss hugs as well LOL (not the same coming from my boy)