So i moved to a new house with my partner and a roomate. It's this amazing 3 bedroom bungalow here in oakland ca. i love it.but the best part is this
After all the drama of moving we finally made it the beach burn Saturday afternoon and WOW!!!
Saturday night started off a little twerked. My sound levels were off when i was DJing and it frustrated me. On top of having this damnable spider bite the size of a softball on my leg and overly worrying about it. I wanted a beer so bad i could have screamed. But i made it through it thanx to Daxle. I went to RWB and stayed sober the entire time and it made such an impact on me. For the first time down there i felt I had clarity. I was completely grounded in wherever I was. I didn't feel like i needed to be somewhere else every five minutes. It was nice just to be where i was and ech, who can complain when your sitting by the fire with a gorgeus Daxle on your lap.
Sunday was even better because number one i realized all these things and it felt right. I Feel so damn good about were i am in life right now. It's amazing this feeling. Number two because Kurian and i got to tag team and DJ for almost 3 hours, and may i just say modestly oh.... WE ROCKED IT!!! That was more fun than i have had in ages. We flowed and played so many different styles and music and spanned so much, it was like djing the history of electronic based music. Freakin amazing. I can't wait to do it again!!!
I guess alot of people weren't talking about the fact that i was sober the whole time. But more commenting on how happy i looked. This path is not an easy one sometimes but it's what i want. I am happy but I could not do it without the support of my family and that is all of you at places like RWB. I bow to you and kiss your hands in gratitude. Thank you for being gracious and beautiful.
So my leg is on the mend, thank you Rebecca for the Reiki work on it. It looks better than ever this morning but i am still going to the doctor today. Thank you everyone for sharing another amazing weekend with me.
After all the drama of moving we finally made it the beach burn Saturday afternoon and WOW!!!
Saturday night started off a little twerked. My sound levels were off when i was DJing and it frustrated me. On top of having this damnable spider bite the size of a softball on my leg and overly worrying about it. I wanted a beer so bad i could have screamed. But i made it through it thanx to Daxle. I went to RWB and stayed sober the entire time and it made such an impact on me. For the first time down there i felt I had clarity. I was completely grounded in wherever I was. I didn't feel like i needed to be somewhere else every five minutes. It was nice just to be where i was and ech, who can complain when your sitting by the fire with a gorgeus Daxle on your lap.
Sunday was even better because number one i realized all these things and it felt right. I Feel so damn good about were i am in life right now. It's amazing this feeling. Number two because Kurian and i got to tag team and DJ for almost 3 hours, and may i just say modestly oh.... WE ROCKED IT!!! That was more fun than i have had in ages. We flowed and played so many different styles and music and spanned so much, it was like djing the history of electronic based music. Freakin amazing. I can't wait to do it again!!!
I guess alot of people weren't talking about the fact that i was sober the whole time. But more commenting on how happy i looked. This path is not an easy one sometimes but it's what i want. I am happy but I could not do it without the support of my family and that is all of you at places like RWB. I bow to you and kiss your hands in gratitude. Thank you for being gracious and beautiful.
So my leg is on the mend, thank you Rebecca for the Reiki work on it. It looks better than ever this morning but i am still going to the doctor today. Thank you everyone for sharing another amazing weekend with me.
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