chase

ssoooo fucked off at the moment.

i'm gonna tell you lot a few reasons why, not that i think anyone cares but just cause i feel like being an asshole.

i havent got a job, i walked out of my last job being a stripper because i got molested, and now it looks like i'm gonna have to sell my soul and beg for my job back. because being able to eat is worth more then my pride right now.

and, i tried to update my page with pictures by sending them over my phone seeing as my camera got stolen by a bunch of cunts but that didnt work so i've wasted my last bit of credit on my god damn phone....i cant even afford my fucking phone.

today i went to see my freind kelly, hense why i'm online cause my own computer is broken. classic.
except i didnt have any petrol so i walked all the way here just out of spite to try and update with a really nice messge. except i'm not in the mood now. obviously.

oh, and my sets been qued, which is a good thing dont get me wrong except its gonna go up whilst i dont have the internet and i'm actually really happy with the set and want to be able to write back to people who leave comments.

fuck fuck fuck.

anything else?

getting into my car last week a bunch of chavs pushed me into the door and cut my face open. i had 5 auditions last week and had to go to them looking like a bint.

oh and some cunts decided to bomb london.

this entry contains 9 profanisties and i feel i can do better.

but not right now.

sorry for being a moody bitch, lifesucks (oooh 10 profanities)

love chasexxxx

p.s. Ciel is moving away and i wont be able to jump on a train just to bum her anymore, it makes me sad

can someone pleasesend me some luck?

oh, and 5 weeks of no drugs....and no its not cause i give a shit about my body, its mine and i'll fuck it up however i like. its just that i really am that skint.

xx