What is it about the night that makes me so nervous. Why is it all okay during the day? What maes me think that things are different when it's sunny outside?
Stayed home from work today.. headaches are getting to me again. That and the depression. I should be dancing in the streets, but instead I am drinking myself stupid.
I hope that this all ends soon. I thought about death all day yesterday, at least it would be somthing real for a change.
A cry for help? Ha! I'd be lucky just to cry. Tears rich with bile and blood.. oh and the alcohol.. of course there is that.
Who fucking cares right?
Stayed home from work today.. headaches are getting to me again. That and the depression. I should be dancing in the streets, but instead I am drinking myself stupid.
I hope that this all ends soon. I thought about death all day yesterday, at least it would be somthing real for a change.
A cry for help? Ha! I'd be lucky just to cry. Tears rich with bile and blood.. oh and the alcohol.. of course there is that.
Who fucking cares right?
fuji:
im still horny.