ceri

feeling kinda, down. fought the overwhelming urge to not get out of bed this morning, saw no point in getting up. on the verge of crying all the time. don't know why. i have a bad feeling about this. my life is not turning out how i wanted. i'm lonely, i'm broke, i don't drive. i need to get things straightened out. to top it all off, valentine's day is coming up and i'll be lonely, for the first time in 3 years. *sigh* i wish that the people i was actually interested in were also interested in me, and that the only people interested in me weren't the people i have no interest in