While your style of typing lends me to think you're maybe a little crazy (in a good way) I have to say, yes it's okay to love them. Just don't try to force them to feel the same way. And try to endure the pain of unrequited love with a brave face.
the comment you wrote about in the last journal is pretty harsh...geeeez. if you dont want comments, delete them...
why women are attractive makes no sense, and it makes perfect sense. the female body is soft, but it still looks firm. i dont quite understand the obsession with boobs, but i still think they look nice.
as far as mods go, i think youre right -- it is about decisions. and its about taste, and it can also be about what these things mean, on different levels. it shows that they have trust, too, to let someone permanently change their body, OR to permanently change it themself! it shows tolerance for pain, guts to go through any pain, and, although its a lot more commonplace now, theres still that rock n roll sort of rebellious element to it.
i do sg for a few reasons:
--photographers like albertine, cherry, and oryx. seeing their work (just admiring it as well as learning something from it) AND hoping to one day work WITH them.
--members like you and lemuria, who actually make me think, and all of the members whose journal entries ground me, make me smile, make me upset, make me care, help me not care, etc.
--it gives me the chance to show off my photography (&when i get my site finished, will give me that much more opportunity, haha).
I like that.