cassandramay

hiiiiii!! *waves*

i'm still here!!! yay! just don't get a chance to get on as much as i use to. or would like...

Things at home are pretty shitty at the moment.. had me in tears a lot. My dad's Bi Polar is so so so up and down and it is really taking its toll on me.

I have been trying to stay strong.. but slowly my depression is coming back also. However, I will not let it take over again..

So!

Happy stuff!! Hope everyone had a nice Chrissie day... I kinda did. I was all family. approx 20 ppl... nice lunch. average company. My two girl cousins were both interstate so that sucked. But my main present was alright.. tickets to fly back to Perth to finish my sleeve.. YAY!! finally..

I know it will boost my confidence when that is complete.

I also need to do something about my hair. OMG! i hate it.. it is back to blonde. has been for a while.. but i just dont know what to do with it. i decide one day that i want to go brown.. then the next i'm like.. noooo! it took me this long to get it blonde. stay here. im undecided. its short. i want it long. its oily. i want it dry. nothing is working for me!

i needed to vent this. you can stop reading if you are bored!

My parents have just gone off camping for a few days for the new year. I still have no plans. I know this New Years is going to suck for me wherever I am, so I am thinking of just sleeping through it? Would that work? Bring on 2008 is all i can say. Hopefully it seems me back in the UK at some stage.

Anywayz. this is enough of my ramblings. I shall let you know what I ended up doing.

For the rest of you. Have a SAFE FUN and HAPPY New Year!

xx