carmina

Thanks to everyone for the nice comments on my brutal regection! Taking pictures is fun.

On a less fun note, my day to day is SUCKING ASS.
I have these fucking techs in the back trying to bulldoze me over. You see, typically, i could ask questions and get opinions from these guys (at my last shop anyway) without being judged. It appears though, that my asking questions now indicates that I'm no good at what i do, and its ok to yell at me. Or tell me that 'I have clothes older than you!' This other guy yves today is beating my up about not revising my sheet everytime he finds something. Whenever he does find something he comes at me with the finger pointed. In a mean spirited way, trying to prove some kind of point.

I am good and i fucking well know it.

I'm not used to having a work environment where no one
supports anyone else in thier efforts or goes on the attack over small potatoes.

Today sucks. I cried in the bathroom a bit, and then the owner told me i was, in fact, correct on the issue with the 'my clothes are older than you' guy. Which felt ok. He then told me to only ask him about these things, because the guys in the back smell blood in the water, and will try to take advantage of me.

It sucks to be a woman in this industry soemtimes.