Oh, honey, so sorry to hear it! He does not sound very helpful to you. Perhaps NM is not th eplace for you right now. Or, maybe the next good thing is just around the corner. Either way, I believe in you and wish you the best!

Yeah - the middle of the night attack - I know the feeling. We will continue to send each other positive, productive vibes and know that things WILL get better.

Are you kidding me? That song makes me cry EVERY TIME!!! You know I'm a big sap, too. Well, when I'm not an emotional wreck or feelingless automoton.