I'm not prepared to waste another
day, a week, a year,
a month, a bag, a tear
on the things you've done
and I won't pretend to know
your heart, your mind, your soul
your life, your loss, your role
on the things you've done
don't feed my apathy
I don't want your pitty
I just want your face to be erased from my mind
but your touch is still frozen to my skin
though your eyes have grown cold again
the love we had has reached an end
and I'm in pain
Today I
drove
through the heat
the traffic
the midday sun
I had to pee
most of the time
but when I got to Sacramento
my thoughts turned to you
and I wondered
for a fleeting moment
if I could show up
on your doorstep
like the lost babe
that I am.
NO! I love you!! I even love Sacramento! I just don't feel like driving up there, even if it is to hang out with you! Instead, I'm gonna go rub elbows with uber-hipsters at the Belle and Sebastian *after party* (say it with me, "oooooh"....)
How are you doin darlin? I just started my classes today..woo hoo...they are actually really awesome so far..one class is called Modern China through Film...its rad. Hope you are doin abso-fucking-lutely wonderful. hehe cuz you should be.
Hope you are doin abso-fucking-lutely wonderful. hehe cuz you should be.
I'm not prepared to waste another
day, a week, a year,
a month, a bag, a tear
on the things you've done
and I won't pretend to know
your heart, your mind, your soul
your life, your loss, your role
on the things you've done
don't feed my apathy
I don't want your pitty
I just want your face to be erased from my mind
but your touch is still frozen to my skin
though your eyes have grown cold again
the love we had has reached an end
and I'm in pain