i would much rather die with dirty hands and an open mind, knee deep in the carcass then spend my whole life turning my head and seeing only what i let filter though and spill out to paint my portrait of the "american dearm". there are nasty ugly aspects of the world, but i embrace them. these little things are so neglected, but without the dark you can't have light. i like to take it all in. learn from life, love life. take in something from everything, always. if you neglect to do this you're deneying yourself life. if i'm going to bleed, i want to let it flow. if i hate you, i will let you know, no stopping and concealing.

ps, willem is the ruleingist. poles in people's heads... *sigh*

ps, i eat baked willem for breakfast!

and if you're a bad person, then i'm the shit on your shoe. c/mon, the last thing i said to anybody when i left portland was in responce to this:
Hobo: ..."i'm justtryin to get a quarter.."
Me: why don't you try and get a job!"

we're jerks.
ps, no shirt yet : ( boooooo.

"my past is darkening my future, as my present dies. every morning is a step towards the edge of my soul's demise"

"you stared too long into the sun and forgot the rest of the sky"

i'm sooo glad you liked the package : )
that'll keep yah busy
*heart* fuckface

:::vomits on self:::::

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