gadget:
that really is a bunch of crap. I wouldn't let it get to you to much (even though I know that's impossible). You're beautiful and you will find a better place to belong. At least you found out how little they appreciated you, it's better then find out even further down the road.

A-holes.
gadget:
it really sucks to think like that. After getting screwed over enough times you get cynical. Don't let them get you down though and I don't want to sound cliche but... then they win. Don't let their poor behavior and negativity effect you like that.

Just wait, I bet if you started up else where the parents of those kids would find out. They'd rather have you watching them and in the end that other place will lose the business.
gadget:
you're right, they don't. I love animals.

Thank you!
vacio:
frown people fully fucking suck, ill hunt the bitch down and dispose of her for you, youre amazing and dont you ever forget that.
vacio:
hmm guys suck, not much to the story really, he was drunk, lost his temper and went for it.
then he followed me for about half an hour as i walked to a friends place, begging me to forgive him, and telling me how much he loved me, so i smacked him in the face in the end when he wouldnt fuck off and it knocked him off his feet (im a boxer, so i can hit pretty damn hard for a female of my size), that didnt stop him following me however. he disappeared in the end.
sigh.lol
vacio:
lol it was quite fun. im so tempted to go round to his place and whack him with a baseball bat, im feeling so violent lol
i need to calm my ass down, cant afford to be arrested AGAIN!

how was your weekend darl?

xxx
jozsef:
What a rotten experience you describe! People who feel very small and insignificant aren't motivated to give anyone else credit for wonderful achievements or exceptional behaviour because it makes them feel even less worthwhile. By saying you're ordinary, they can cling to the possibilty that they are at least average as well. Compared to who you really are from the sound of it, these people are very much less than impressive. It's certainly miserable but no unfavorable reflection on you. Can't get blood from a stone, and all that. I don't doubt you will create many additional worthwhile things in the future with your caring attitude.
vacio:
argh, that could be a little scary and painful. so obviously your preggers? congratulations for one! and you must be due soon right!? omg thats so exciting!
do you know if its a girl or a boy?
xxx
vacio:
oh lordy, bloody boys aye, youre going to have fun when theyre all teens!
how old are they?
jozsef:
It's an honour and a priviledge.
(Pretty formal, eh?) smile
vacio:
oh yeah, true that. i remember when i was 13, god i was a little bitch, my poor mother, i swear i scarred her for life.
i really want kids someday, im just scared ill ruin their lives with my little issues whatever
jozsef:
Killer Drag Queens on Dope is certainly a very funny title but not a strong indicator of cinematic virtue, as you unfortunately discovered. I have to say the spiders sound like a benefit at this point, at least compared to the movie and the surroundings I described. In any case, anything they are inclined to eat, I would find to be an inadequate companion anyway so they may as well indulge themselves. I do realize that this might sound a bit brutal and self-centered but we all have our little quirks, don't we? Besides, it's not as if I ever ate anyone I didn't like. BTW, No Country For Old Men, it's significant virtues notwithstanding, didn't ultimately seem worth watching to me either, so I'm zero for two this year. The world is entirely inadequate and something should be done about it. wink
vacio:
hmm me too. new zealand has such a ridiculously high rate for child abuse, its pretty shit for the truth.
vacio:
tell me about it, the worlds a right royal bloody state!
yoyo:
thanks for the comment on my set smile

and i'm really sorry to hear all that, to me thats one of the worst things people can do. especially since it was your idea. i see no loyalty left in the world sometimes and it suks. but don't let it get you down, i'm sure things will get better smilesmile
lloydtony:
damnnnn, that's pretty fucked up!...that's some reallly dirty shit.

Can you honestly just like not do anything about it?...I mean there has to be a way to prove that your truly like an asset to that movement and practice and there should be SOME kinda way to get your voice heard...fuck that!...

that kinda pisses me off and i don't even know you!
lloydtony:
that's funny that i neglectd to think about it...but unfortunately that is life...

I'm in the United States Military, air force specifically. and you get pretty used to just taping your mouth shut, bending over and taking it dealing with the government and the military. So i'm sorry to hear about what happened, yet again!...
lanemeyer:
You shouldn't let things like this make you cynical, but you should bear in mind that most people who don't have something of their own tend to take from others. I'm talking about intangibles like ideas, concepts, movements, beliefs, etc. Everyone wants to feel needed and important in this world, and some people unfortunately resort to desperate measures to maintain that sense of self-worth. It doesn't necessarily mean they are selfish, but at best they are inconsiderate. In either case, these are hardly traits that should be displayed by anyone with authoritative influence over children...and yet and yet.
vacio:
hows that tumour of yours going beautiful lady!?