calina

~Happy Labor Day!!!~

I think it's amazing the reaction that I get from people when I say that. first, it's the "dumb, huh, look", which is then proceeded by a big smile with a raised eyebrow. and, finally, the reciprocated response.
it's like, everyone forgets it's a holiday and who really says "happy labor day" to anyone. so, when I do say it, it is nice to see how genuinely perplexed and happy it makes people. (i think I will invent "happy labor day" cards)

ok, so I don't have much to say about the whole Hurricane Katrina thing (because much has already been said and now it's really all just becoming like everything else: he-said-she-said shit), except that I am glad that I was no longer living in New Orleans and every resident of New Orleans that has ever lived there knew that all it would take is for one big hurricane to completely erase everything. Also, all of my friends and closer-friends that lived in both New Orleans and Biloxi (and, I say "lived" because I am referring to the past tense as in "they know longer live there because there is no there"), are all alive and accounted for. However, none of them have homes or jobs or anything really.
but, the good news is that they are alive and they are being helped and they still smile. but, gosh damn, I had so many memories of living there. sad sad sad

currently, I am feeling like I have no clue as to anything. I can't even decide if I want to eat that delicious looking and smelling porkchop on the plate, even though my stomach has officially sunken into my ribcage. and, my friend is ultra-depressed today and I don't know what I am supossed to do and that's just extra, ultra fucked-up because we are supossed to be like a support group for each other and shit. you know, kinda like AA or something (ie. "from one depressed person to the other.....").

I need a fucking massage. but, first I need money.

I am going to see a psychic this week. I wonder what she will tell me...................