cabaretic

Every time I go to the grocery store, I manage to spend $40. Doesn't matter what I buy, in what quantity, or what number of items I write down on the list. 40 dollars. Either my mind is so efficient that it thinks in blocks of forty dollars worth of goods at a time or it's merely a matter of proportion--I consume the same relative amount of food from week to week.

I'm not sure how interesting that was for you but then again, only drama queens and celebrities lead exciting lives all the time. The thought in my mind at the moment is that I wish I could get E to go with me to the gym. Lots of guys take their girlfriends with them to work out and I'd much like the same for us, for purely romantic reasons and for purely selfish ones, because I'd like to show her off.

Is that so wrong of me?

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Random musing:

I think often very shy people are attracted to those who appear to not be shy or to have those limitations. Little do these people know that I'm often a very shy, very socially awkward person who has managed to overcome some major obstacles and learn how to speak his mind. It was not easy to acquire and it took a combination of therapy, medication, and force of will.