butterfly

Ok people so i know it's been a while but i'm here..i finally found out the right part for my and it will be here in like two weeks :WOOT:. I am talkin to a girl i use to be friends with we always had this love/hate relationship ..i was missing her like crazy we talk things over at a party adn so were friends again I see some other modeling agencies i want to try out for...no i'm not leaving SG i would'nt do that..but i do want to try for some others so i guess i need to email SG and tell them that and all that Jazz. Halloween was a ball two days before Halloween i went over a friends house she was having a party got kinda drunk and atlk to a bunch of old friends and so people i was thinking about. It was a Meat-Free party which i was happy about..i told my friend to make some meat sandwiches for others but when everyone got there all they did was drink anyways so it really did'nt matter. I want a girlfriend or something i'm getting lonely over here but by next October at the latest i should be out of my moms place it's just hard when you've already lived by yourself then you have to move back in with your parent..but it's not that bad i just want to be on my own. Then after the first party me and my good friend nikki went to charlotte and had a ball..went out to the clubs and started butty dancin' with random people but they did'nt mind. I was really drunk then though cause me, nikky, her cousin and a bunch of others had a pre-party and her cousins house had jello shots..which i need to find other jello now cause i can't eat the geltin..but anyways mixed that with everclear and that will fuck your ass up fo sho..we went to the Breakfast club it was'nt that many people cause it was a week day and all but it was still fun..the girl in a purple fishnet shirt showedme her boobs and then shook them in my face they were nice..gosh i'm such a whore with girls..On New Years me and nikki adn others are going back down to Charlotte i can't wait. On the something else i'm sooo thinking about getting my back & neck pierce i think its sexy i want the bottom of my navel that was the only piercing that did'nt really feel that good..but it was'nt really really bad. But that's it for now and i love everyone.

Love & kisses,
~Butterfly Suicide~