butrcup79

Not much new in my life. Just been really busy. I haven't been sleeping well lately and I think the lack of sleep is really getting to me. Sometimes I feel like I just need to knock myself out for a couple of days and when I wake up everything would be much better. My mind has been over active and I have been contemplating a lot of things. I have decided that I need to delete photos of relationships past. I couldn't think of a reason to keep them and the past is the past. It's time to let it go, leave it behind you. Shit, it is not like there is a snowballs chance in hell that I would ever be with any of these individuals again and friends of the past as well for that matter. It doesn't make sense for someone like me (I walk away without looking back, people come and go and that is ok) to keep pictures of things of the past. I don't look at them anymore. Why would I? I am no longer attracted to these people so there would be no satisfaction in looking at pictures. Anyway, leave the past in the past and move on with life. I have also decided that I am going to start writing in my journal again. I have a lot on my mind that I need to get out but I really don't want to talk to anybody about any of it. Well, that is enough babbling for me. I am tired and really could use some sleep. I hope all is well with you.