so here's one a little longer... I've been working for two month now and I hate my job, I work in a hotel, so as a fighter for alternative clothing it's really hard to handle... I have to dress up in 'normal' clothes so I feel like being fake, moreover customers are jerks, and my bosses, 'greed' itself...
wow what a vacation...
I will be back at the university in september and I can't wait for it because I'll start something new, arts history! grrreat!
On the other hand, I'm in a deeeep shit, because I've got some complications in my love life...
I'm with the same guy, that I love! for one year now, but it's been also two month that at the same, time I go out with one of my friends, which I know for five years now and I love him too (and no one except my mom, and his family know it)...
He knows that I already have a boyfriend , and even appraciate him!
I can't stand the idea of cheating on them but I love them both a different way...
does anybody ever experienced this kind of situation???
Bud my 'main' man, lost is grandma recently, had to euthanize his dog (the love of his life, 15 years!) has a stepfather that suicides himself every week and who is back from the insanes, to live again with everyone as a happy family...hurray!
and got girlfriend that cheats on him and don't even know it...
Mimi: the other one, learned that his stepmother is gonna die of cancer in 6 months or less, got a father who is a total asshole, almost fight with him at their last talk, had a car accident with his father's car, is going out with a girl who already has a boyfriend, who is someone he likes...
and she is an ex of one of his friend he cant' stand anymore and his other friends don't like her...Me...
her: has a mom who is constantly sick and a stepfather who drinks... a half brother being a total geek, not eating and wathever, and a little sister trying to survive in this 6 long (and many more to come maybe) years of shity life...
and they say life is beautiful... of course I could be dying in the middle of a war, or starving, or anything else... but let's not try to think about the worst...I think it's already enough for the moment... oh yes! by the way, the world is going so well, that I of course think that humanity is good, and the life worth living...
I'm gonna have a new corset in two months....
I'm a bitch...
wow what a vacation...
I will be back at the university in september and I can't wait for it because I'll start something new, arts history! grrreat!
On the other hand, I'm in a deeeep shit, because I've got some complications in my love life...
I'm with the same guy, that I love! for one year now, but it's been also two month that at the same, time I go out with one of my friends, which I know for five years now and I love him too (and no one except my mom, and his family know it)...
He knows that I already have a boyfriend , and even appraciate him!
I can't stand the idea of cheating on them but I love them both a different way...
does anybody ever experienced this kind of situation???
Bud my 'main' man, lost is grandma recently, had to euthanize his dog (the love of his life, 15 years!) has a stepfather that suicides himself every week and who is back from the insanes, to live again with everyone as a happy family...hurray!
and got girlfriend that cheats on him and don't even know it...
Mimi: the other one, learned that his stepmother is gonna die of cancer in 6 months or less, got a father who is a total asshole, almost fight with him at their last talk, had a car accident with his father's car, is going out with a girl who already has a boyfriend, who is someone he likes...
and she is an ex of one of his friend he cant' stand anymore and his other friends don't like her...Me...
her: has a mom who is constantly sick and a stepfather who drinks... a half brother being a total geek, not eating and wathever, and a little sister trying to survive in this 6 long (and many more to come maybe) years of shity life...
and they say life is beautiful... of course I could be dying in the middle of a war, or starving, or anything else... but let's not try to think about the worst...I think it's already enough for the moment... oh yes! by the way, the world is going so well, that I of course think that humanity is good, and the life worth living...
I'm gonna have a new corset in two months....
I'm a bitch...