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I just read a few articles on psychological behavioral epigenetics (look it up).
I want to change something that I thought was predetermined, and I hate to admit after reading all these articles it led to two solutions.
Solutions I did not believe could change anything and had been suggested before, but I guess I am that determined to find a solution if I spent...
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I just watched the movie The Young and the Wild. A foreign movie, I think from Argentina, not sure. I thought I could understand their Spanish, but it is a very different Spanish from Spain Spanish or even Mexican Spanish. Is it even Spanish?
That is besides the point.
The ending wasn't great, but the journey was interesting.
I don't want to tell you what...
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Its been a while.

Nothing much has changed, in my atmosphere, but mentally and emotionally the world has inverted.
I have become a contradiction.
I have fallen in love with a friend. We are together a lot, but I don't have the nerve to say or do anything. So I am just here, listening and imagining. We talk, we vent, we hang out, sit next...
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I saw The Used tonight at the Wiltern in Los Angeles,
it is the third time I see them, and everytime I do it is like the first time.
"I want to have Bert McCrakens dirty, filthy babies"
I was telling my friend that if Bert would to die I would cry forever.
That seeing him on stage is probably as exciting as a Christian...
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You guys know The Dresden Dolls?
You dont? You should because they are the beez-neez

Well they have a song called Girl Anachronism
I always thought that their debut album would have been something written out of my own journal with musical notes if I had any talent to write music.
Anyway, this song is the theme for today. I am not the age I...
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I burned my beans this morning, and my tea defenately needs more honey.
I got the extra herbie pouch.

My last two days off werent really days off, the entire fam-bam was here including the parental. Needless to say that five minutes of quiet was too much to ask.
I get 4 free you dont get in troule call outs from work for the whole...
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Two more days and I am back to my old habbits.
A little dissapointed.
A little excited.

Life works in ways I will never understand, but if it fights me, I will fight back. I asked for it, I didn't get. When it decides to give it to me, I wont take it. I wont want it.

I wish we could revive them:

SALEM - Love it or leave me
track list:

1. Smoke and Mirrors
2. Cancel the sun
3. Confession***
4. Aphrodite's tears
5. Brighton by the sea

***my favorite!

Look them up! They are probably one of the bands that I'd give my right nut just to see them live or just play again. The music is completely original...
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So, I was cleaning my cd storage place, and when I was looking through them I noticed I had a whole lot missing.
My Cd's are very important and having one missing is a little like going crazy. Now I am opening every case, re-opening them looking for the missing ones. I hate knowing that they are somewhere here and not knowing where exactly.
I...
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