Thanks for the private message, your thoughts and your good wishes are much appreciated. Thanks especially for not being judgmental about my decision to strip in the first place -- I know a lot of people sort of understand that a girl has to pay her bills, but are a little high and mighty about stripping, even when I've just said I'm quitting! Which is funny as hell, considering this is a PORN site ...
Good luck losing the weight; it WILL make you feel better and healthier to be back at your normal weight, to eat right, and to exercise regularly.
Actually, I lived in Taiwan briefly and decided that Chinese and East Asia were not for me. I mastered Russian, but Chinese was beyond me and I really hated being stared at.