woah honey, maybe you should go to the police and report harrassment? He has no right to torment you like this. Please don't give him the satisfaction of giving in. Be strong xx
Sweetie, if someone is making your life miserable, it makes sense to walk away from him. People like that tend never to learn and no-one is worth killing yourself over, if that's what you're suggesting, least of all anyone without the sense to appreciate you.
When you love someone, their happiness is the most important thing in the world, and clearly that is not the sort of treatment you've been getting, but it's what you deserve. Remember, I'm always here for you, along with an army of others, all with more sense than your ex.