bonnieblu

Im shaking. I cant control it. Why? Nothing really that fantastic. Nothing really so shockingly awful.

I had a fight with my dad tonight and i havent heard from the boy in over a week. Call me paranoid or insane but that gets me a little upset. I know all the things we said before he left but then its like he emails me all the time for a few weeks and then nothing for over a week. Im not saying he's fucked because he cant even email me. Its only been a week he's at camp and he's probably busy as all hell but it would be nice to hear that he's all safe. Argh, things are just really stupid right now.

My best friends mum has breast cancer. In my dream last night, i dreamt that my best mate was hurling abuse at me. She was calling me pathetic and a whore etc. And when i told her about it apparently thats what she wrote in her last journal entry. But she didnt mean anything. it ws a vent. But it still hurt.

I got my lip pierced today. On the side, with a stud. I have to have a stud for work but as soon as ive finished work i'll put a ring in it. I nearly got another tattoo today aswell.

Im going to bed. Goodnight.