blueshark

if you havent seen the movie the descent maybe you should, it kicks serious ass. i had a sad realization today that people love you more if you are skinny because ever since i have gotten this surgery and havent been able to eat and live entirely off a liquid diet(causing me to lose a lot of weight) i have been getting a whole lot more positive attention from people. its not even about sympathy or pity of the surgery, people lately have been saying "my gosh you look so good since you are skinny" ummmm what they need to realize is that im UNHEALTHY thats why im skinny i havent eaten in 4+ weeks. that type of logic is just gross beyond all reason.