blueshark

i have all of the sudden became very sad at the realization of this-- i am a sucker. i fall in love with people that lie about how they feel, gravitate only towards sex and shoot holes into my heart. apparently, everyone that takes interest in me tends to do this. from now on, i am holding back my love for people, its restricted access, no longer easier to have. i can deal with assholes, no problem, but the fuckers who come off as the sweet sensitive types that would never hurt you i am now more weary of, fuck them, LIARS, assholes and blunt fuckers now only apply.. that way when we get mad at eachother we can settle our issues like normal human beings, in loud non-mental ways. mind games are never my deal, i guess i just have alot of bad news, sorry folks, people are just assholes, and i just have to play life the hard way.