blueshark

lets see.. people begin to seem stranger and stranger to me nowadays. it seems that this one girl likes me more than i like her, and the person that i like, i am not sure of what they want. it would be nice to get away for a while, drive off in the sunset so to speak. i keep thinking about it, my road trip with no destination. school keeps piling up, but i can handle the stress, it is a welcome challenge that i come into with a confident mind. the frays of my college seem to be coming undone, once again i am an outsider in my own home. everyone is on cocaine and meth too, here in california, so depressing. why does there have to be a drug problem? it doesnt get anyone anywhere. another thing- being hung up on racism doesnt propel anyones future either. san francisco is beginning to "cramp my style." too bad i love this city so much, it's so hard to leave a place that draws me in. ---seeing potential in a world that will not see me, seeing hope in a place that closes its eyes, yet i love it so-----