blossy

I feel like a guardian, I watch her as she sleeps. Tonight her slumber seems peaceful; I am used to snores and movement; but tonight her sleep is so still. Her face is beautiful all flushed and tranquil and here I am watching that beautiful face, overwhelmed with the joy that she is in my bed and we are here together and yet worrying that her sleep is too peaceful and perhaps she's having a nightmare that she's trapped in. Yes, I know I pessimism is not usually my thing. She's just the most amazing woman in the world and I want to protect her from everything. She is so unspoiled and sweet; I am torn between the times I want her to live her life to the fullest no matter what that might entail and the times I want to protect her from everything and keep her for myself alone. I will remember the balance, I will remember the knowledge I have gained, I will be her protector and she will still live her life to the fullest. I will just be there to catch her before she falls when life trips her up. I will be there to patch her up when life doesn't trip her so much as it tosses her down and I will be there through everything to support her in her life and her choices. I love you, Brittneymae