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Our lips came closer

As our minds

Drift further away

The light brightens

And we notice one another

The passions died

Moving on isn’t simple

But you’ve got a leg up

As I tripped and am stuck

So here stand the walls

And after all these moments

This is where it fade

Please pull me back

As the light begins to fade

My breathing become faint

I pray this isn’t the end

I refuse to go out this way

My heart is breaking

I’m only 23

And I’m endlessly reaching

For the love I cannot find

The numbness takes over

I’m ready...
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I’m not ok (Shout out to MCR)

I’m not a fan but hey

I wanna write but

I don’t know how

We were talking about life

Life is an odd thing to put into perspective

Love

Emotion

Death

I feel as if I’m haunted

By the the past

I want to live in the present

That’s is not what haunts me

I hate the future...
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Why stay sober

When the you’re happiest stoned

Why go out

When you’re happiest at home

Alone curled with imagination

The angels turn to demons

And tear you apart

Ripping you to shreds

You awaken in cold sweat

Realizing you are still alone

You cry out

Hoping no one and everyone can hear

Why surround yourself with materials

When you know what you truly want...
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The light is blinding

The air burns my skin

The taste chokes me

And forces tears from my eyes

Through the movement of flames

Your silhouette is seen

Falling to ashes

Yet there is nothing I can do

I ignited these flames

And I’ll take the blame

But it still comes with a lose

For both of us to take

If we walk away now...
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It’s been a hot minute

A minute that lasted long enough

To get burned and return here

Time presses on

And we are confused at

What to do

We are about to start

Something huge

Something new

Although terrifying

It’s exhilarating

We are entering unknown waters

This can turn out

To be the best or worst

Moments in life

It is up to us

To...
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