hmm haven't posted in a while. well anyway, Hey There tattoo is still itchy but in other news in school im learning to mix on an audient 8042... i think thats its number. anywho its been alot of fun i just wished there were open labs we could go practice in. but other then that just chillin wishin there was someone to share the sunshine with but alas i find my self single still. its really weird how i can just sit here and type my troubles away in some blog anyone can read. i mean i have always kept my thoughts a lil secert on to my self and very few others its not something i just throw out there maybe its my new boost in confidents i got thanks to this tattoo i got it feels like my grandfather is always right there supporting and watching me in everything i do, Its actually relly awesome i do miss him so sense he passed way but that was years ago i guess i just wish he was around to help me with all this music stuff you know i mean he is the reason i like music as much as i do if only he was still around. well my dog Boxer got put down today she was back home with my dad and she is 17 18 years old i dont remeber exatly how old i was when we got her but whatcha gonna do its gonna be the hardest on rex which is my dads dog and boxer's puppy. yea im gonna miss her ill always have a lil heart in my wallet to remeber her by that and the picture on my phone. wow this i s along blog i mean look up i have typed alot not only comparitivey but just in general i dont think i put this much thought in a messege on Face book its really weird i guess i just idk hmm i just think its weird. i do wonder if anyone reads these or if im just typing in to the blank sea of 1s and 0s 1s and 0s hmm o well either way hmm idk.