Ok, so I think I'm gonna quit my job this week....
I've got a job interview tomorrow, and I was previously happy to look for a new job while suffering in my current one. But it's getting WAY TOO MUCH for me to handle. And I shouldn't have to. Work shouldn't be a chore (for all intents and purposes). I'm the kind of person who enjoys working, and I would like to have that again. To actually enjoy my job again.
My current job is great I love it, but what is bringing me down, way down, is the Company, the staff, the environment, the way the store is being run. Too many things really. I can't go to work everyday and just say fuck it and get on with it without caring. I just can't. I'm not that kind of person. I've always cared wayyyyy too much about work and my performance and workload etc. I like to be proud of what I accomplish on any given work day. It's these damn work ethics I've been cursed with >.<
Therefore. I think I need to just resign. It's fucking with my head way too much. I don't think it will take me too long to find a new job.
The interview I have tomorrow is for a couple of roles (either/or kinda thing), and the company seem interested in me. I sat some tests for them a while back, but the role that was available then ended up being taken. Fortunately, I tested well, and the company called me back to test for a different role. The thing is, even if I don't get either of the jobs, I'm now enrolled in a recruitment agency (I know, I know, these agencies can be dodgy as hell, but this one seeeeeeeeems ok, I'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt yo), so I can just bug them till they find me a job while keeping my eyes peeled elsewhere.
It would be nice to have a break between jobs, I've spent the last 7 years working my ASS off, god knows it would be nice to be a lady of leisure for a small period of time. The thought of having NOTHING hanging over my head, well that would be a novelty!! Of course, I shan't be languishing too long, bills to pay and all that
So yeh. I've written my resignation letter. I've dated it for tomorrow, so after my 2 weeks notice, that will mean I will finish on May 2nd.
So. Fucking. Scary!!
I've never done anything this extreme in my life!! But both my woman and other flatmate, AND Daddy, have all got my back in regards to money. Paying rent, more importantly. So that's 3 ppl behind me on this. All know the shit I've been through at the hands of this fuckwit company!! And just how insane it was making me!
God bless them I say. Just last night, my flatmate said to me, "look just do it, you're in a position where you can afford to." he said he counts me as a friend, and as such is more than happy to help with the rent. And of course that goes without saying for my other half, cos we share most of our monies anyway.
GAH!! I'm so scared. But I know it's for the best.
Anyways, here's more Wee Willy Wilson
I've got a job interview tomorrow, and I was previously happy to look for a new job while suffering in my current one. But it's getting WAY TOO MUCH for me to handle. And I shouldn't have to. Work shouldn't be a chore (for all intents and purposes). I'm the kind of person who enjoys working, and I would like to have that again. To actually enjoy my job again.
My current job is great I love it, but what is bringing me down, way down, is the Company, the staff, the environment, the way the store is being run. Too many things really. I can't go to work everyday and just say fuck it and get on with it without caring. I just can't. I'm not that kind of person. I've always cared wayyyyy too much about work and my performance and workload etc. I like to be proud of what I accomplish on any given work day. It's these damn work ethics I've been cursed with >.<
Therefore. I think I need to just resign. It's fucking with my head way too much. I don't think it will take me too long to find a new job.
The interview I have tomorrow is for a couple of roles (either/or kinda thing), and the company seem interested in me. I sat some tests for them a while back, but the role that was available then ended up being taken. Fortunately, I tested well, and the company called me back to test for a different role. The thing is, even if I don't get either of the jobs, I'm now enrolled in a recruitment agency (I know, I know, these agencies can be dodgy as hell, but this one seeeeeeeeems ok, I'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt yo), so I can just bug them till they find me a job while keeping my eyes peeled elsewhere.
It would be nice to have a break between jobs, I've spent the last 7 years working my ASS off, god knows it would be nice to be a lady of leisure for a small period of time. The thought of having NOTHING hanging over my head, well that would be a novelty!! Of course, I shan't be languishing too long, bills to pay and all that
So yeh. I've written my resignation letter. I've dated it for tomorrow, so after my 2 weeks notice, that will mean I will finish on May 2nd.
So. Fucking. Scary!!
I've never done anything this extreme in my life!! But both my woman and other flatmate, AND Daddy, have all got my back in regards to money. Paying rent, more importantly. So that's 3 ppl behind me on this. All know the shit I've been through at the hands of this fuckwit company!! And just how insane it was making me!
God bless them I say. Just last night, my flatmate said to me, "look just do it, you're in a position where you can afford to." he said he counts me as a friend, and as such is more than happy to help with the rent. And of course that goes without saying for my other half, cos we share most of our monies anyway.
GAH!! I'm so scared. But I know it's for the best.
Anyways, here's more Wee Willy Wilson