"you wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?"
that lyric is fucking brilliant. i gave in to my son and listened to the new modest mouse cd. i haven't really gotten into them in the past. i had an ex who was into them from the beginning and i've heard their other albums. i liked them ok but the new album is amazing. it grabbed me right away. now i must relisten to their past. at any rate it hasn't left my car deck since i put it in. i love music. especially when it moves your soul.
today it is cool and crisp here. it feels almost like fall. fall is one of my favorite seasons. it isn't quite fall i know but it's right around the corner. i dig a 65 day. i always wanted to be married outdoors in the fall. amongst the blazing red, orange and yellow leaves. i wanted a deep crimson dress and veil. i would be barefoot but have ankle bracelets of bells and chimes. the wedding party would be dressed completely in black, no white, no exceptions. afterwards it would be a total freak fest. like jim rose cirkus sideshow meets a tattoo convention at sturgis. flamethrowing, sword swallowing, music, tattooing, general debauchery and partying. anyway, it didn't happen that way at all. it went down in the judges chamber at the J.O.T.P. (justice of the peace). very romantic and memorable
. maybe i should have shot for a "divorce ceremony", where we ceremoniously remove the daggers we drove into each others hearts and give them back. for that i would have worn all white. 
end dumb rant.
ok so, i'm not sure how it works around here, going grey and all. my billing was due for the 10th so i assume by the 11th i will be a faded name on your friend list. i'm sure i will be back at some point, i'd miss you guys way too much. however, you can find me thru the contact button for a bit longer. messengers i run most are yahoo and AIM. i would post all of that info here but hey, you want me, you come and find me
. besides it wouldn't matter if i posted it here as when i do go grey my journals are no longer available anyway 
.
tons of hugs and kisses to all
especially to my amazing boyfriend tim. i miss you babe.
that lyric is fucking brilliant. i gave in to my son and listened to the new modest mouse cd. i haven't really gotten into them in the past. i had an ex who was into them from the beginning and i've heard their other albums. i liked them ok but the new album is amazing. it grabbed me right away. now i must relisten to their past. at any rate it hasn't left my car deck since i put it in. i love music. especially when it moves your soul.
today it is cool and crisp here. it feels almost like fall. fall is one of my favorite seasons. it isn't quite fall i know but it's right around the corner. i dig a 65 day. i always wanted to be married outdoors in the fall. amongst the blazing red, orange and yellow leaves. i wanted a deep crimson dress and veil. i would be barefoot but have ankle bracelets of bells and chimes. the wedding party would be dressed completely in black, no white, no exceptions. afterwards it would be a total freak fest. like jim rose cirkus sideshow meets a tattoo convention at sturgis. flamethrowing, sword swallowing, music, tattooing, general debauchery and partying. anyway, it didn't happen that way at all. it went down in the judges chamber at the J.O.T.P. (justice of the peace). very romantic and memorable
. maybe i should have shot for a "divorce ceremony", where we ceremoniously remove the daggers we drove into each others hearts and give them back. for that i would have worn all white.
end dumb rant.
ok so, i'm not sure how it works around here, going grey and all. my billing was due for the 10th so i assume by the 11th i will be a faded name on your friend list. i'm sure i will be back at some point, i'd miss you guys way too much. however, you can find me thru the contact button for a bit longer. messengers i run most are yahoo and AIM. i would post all of that info here but hey, you want me, you come and find me
. besides it wouldn't matter if i posted it here as when i do go grey my journals are no longer available anyway .
tons of hugs and kisses to all
especially to my amazing boyfriend tim. i miss you babe.
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binkymcqueen:
HA! Fall weddings-that is when we want to get married...perhaps under a big harvest moon. Me thinks me and the misses are going to buy you a membership renewal....Modest Mouse-ugghhh when I was finishing my BA in Portland they were starting to get really big....(I always thought the early stuff was a straight rip-off of the Pixies) long story short-Brock is fucking prick who I would watch small deformed midgets pee on before giving him my money---I find it hard to support assholes ( except for myself and a select few) with my dollars....I met him many times and shared a few bills.....so that is just me-have not heard the new matterial....but I will say this-go buy some lp's by Caustic Resin...they need your money more....love ya
junecleavage:
We are buying you a 3 month renewal - in honor of fall like weather (we had a couple of days like that recently - even smelled like autumn - made me wistfully anxious for the real thing - my fave season as well) and our absolute lurve for you...slllllllllllurrrrrrrp.....