So I have not been on for a while, what the fuck is up with that?? You guys have seriously gotta start sending me threatening messages: Get on your SG account asshole! Anyways here is some shit that has been occurring since I've lasted blog, I am currently working four jobs. Yes 4. Burlesque dancer, Dance instructor, Piercing Apprentice, and program director. Although I have so much shit to do I am still dealing with trying to be single while doing this; in fact the whole idea has been driving me mad. I guess I just miss the intimacy and I need to accept that at this particular time, maybe I do need to take this time to save up and see the world, get back into modeling, practice some rad dancing moves, grow my hair out, idk. I can understand why this is hard for me considering that I have never been single, but I would give my soul just for a genuine loving moment from someone who really digs me and I dig them the same way. 
