Thursday Jan 10, 2013

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where should I start.....

Hi!


Living with BPD is like a rusty and dangerous rollercoaster ride... Most of the time I'm scared of what I'll do...

My biological dad died, and I'm not talking to my sisters since...
My dog, Jamaii my savior died... my cat died also.
I left my job, I moved, I bought a new car...
My kids abandonned me because they dont accept that I smoke weed everyday for 5 years now, to help me in my mental illness...
I got 2 other dogs
My boyfriend's dad is waiting for his own death at this very moment at the hospital, because of lungs cancer... he have NO other family after.

We have each other.... for 8 years now...
its hard...


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vonpink:
I'm sorry to hear things are not going well.
*internet hug*
contax:
My god! I am so sorry to hear of your problems, and of your losses. I had a two year span in the 90s where my uncle, grand father, grand mother, and father, and two cats all died, while I was in my junior and senior year in college. I know this is really rough, and not a good time, but please, please if you are depressed find help. The world needs you, even if your family doesn't see it right away, they will. One think I tell myself, over and over in life, is: When it can't get any worse, then it has to get better. And you know what it alwasys does.

I wish you lived in my local area, I would be willing to help in any way I can.

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