bigwhelturnsmal

I am standing here with a gun in my hand. aiming @ the clouds and shooting up the stars, watching them fall to the earth and burn on the ground. I am running from the flame when the earth is on fire. scorching up the grass and drying up the seas. do I believe in you any more? do I believe in this again? I hope you are watching as I implode. I hope you see me on the ground. I still think about you. Not Her just you. Not Them just you. Not I just you.


I will be moving soon. I fucking hate to move. The sad part is I know it is NOT my last move. I want to be able to find a place and say Here I am. I am not going any where. Oh well. Mars Volta was AWESOME live. I was fucking super impressed. From the first song to the last they DID NOT stop playing. No breaks no nothing. Each song ran into the other. It was awesome. One good thing ( I guess ) about this RSD thingy.... free parking right next to the Tabernacle. NIN is this month at the same place, and I am so looking forward to this. I will take pictures of my new place when I get it ready. It will be cool. I am designing the top floor to look like a warehouse. The bottom floor is going to look like a log cabin. It will be kinda neat I guess and we will see what will become of this. A new chapter in life is coming up and I do not know what will happen but any way here we go.........