bigman316

i am very frustrated with my life right now.....now more than ever. i longer like my job, even though i am actually pretty darn good at my job. like everyone else i need to make more money, i need to work decent hours. the night shift grind is slowly killing me, i am convinced of that. i cannot, under any circumstances, figure out our fine opposite sex. i know what someone will tell me, men are not supposed to figure out women. i get it. what i don't get is how/why women pass over perfectly nice guys and go all freakin ga-ga over some fool who can't keep his pants pulled up, has 'thug life" tattooed on his stomach, doesn't know how to wear a baseball cap, and instead of a job spends all his time at the gym, because that is cool. i truly believe i will never ever, ever, ever again have a girlfriend, much less get married again. i could join the circus, become a monk, or maybe the french foreign legion. i don't know. i am just mad and frustrated at all parts of my life right now and i don't know what to do to change it. if anything. thanks for letting me rant, big d.