Today both sucked and blew! Just mainly has some asshole try belittle and talk down to me for the longest time and it's like my hands are tied when it comes to a job ya know. I feel i've been on thin ice lately and not worth what i make and i don't wanna mess that up. I did put a dent in the door to a supply room to calm down. It's really a dumb thing to do, messed up my ring a little and now my hand is in pain and swelling. he wasn't worth this pain and the state of mind i'm in. Yessterday was so great, the best without getting any anyway. I just wish i could have yesterdays feeling again. Hopefully i will tomarrow or the next day if all goes well with someone. Today both sucked and blew! Just mainly has some asshole try belittle and talk down to me for the longest time and it's like my hands are tied when it comes to a job ya know. I feel i've been on thin ice lately and not worth what i make and i don't wanna mess that up. I did put a dent in the door to a supply room to calm down. It's really a dumb thing to do, messed up my ring a little and now my hand is in pain and swelling. he wasn't worth this pain and the state of mind i'm in. Yessterday was so great, the best without getting any anyway. I just wish i could have yesterdays feeling again. Hopefully i will tomarrow or the next day if all goes well with someone.